THE WAIT IS OVER!!!!!!

THE WAIT IS OVER. TODAY I DECIDED TO CHANGE MYSELF, THE WAIT FOR THE NEW ME IS OVER. FOR A LONG TIME NOW I HAVE BEEN HIDING BEHIND A ALIAS,A NICKNAME A ALTER EGO. BUT NOW I REALLY KNOW WHO I AM.IM A SON, BROTHER, A UNCLE, COUSIN,GRANDSON,NEPHEW AND FRIEND. MOST OF ALL I AM ME A INTELLIGENT,AMBITIOUS,KIND AND SUBTLE PERSON THIS LAST YEAR THERE WERE NUMEROUS TIMES PEOPLE HAVE TRIED TO BREAK ME, BUT I FOUGHT.I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE HERE TODAY IN THIS EMOTIONAL STATE THAT I AM IN.IVE FINALLY FOUND MY CLOSURE. ONE DAY I SAT IN THE TUB AND CRIED FOR 3 HOURS UNTIL MY BODY WAS NUMB AND WRINKLEY. JUST SAT AND CRIED I WAS LISTENING TO MARY J. BLIGE-STRONGER AND IT MADE ME REFLECT ON THIS PASS YEAR AND HOW I WAS AT MY LOWEST. ITS CRAZY HOW I THOUGHT LOVE WAS WHAT I NEEDED WHEN IT WAS'NT. I NEEDED ASSURANCE, I NEEDED TO BE HELD. IT WAS NOTHING ABOUT LOVE IT WAS ABOUT FEELING SAFE. IVE CHANGED BECAUSE OF THIS ALOT HAVE BEEN WAITING ON ME TO LET THEM IN, THE WAIT IS OVER!